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Whelm*
Paranoia used to create depression; eventually becoming an obsession. Being in a vulnerable position is, or can be dangerous; in the wrong hands, it can a battle to trust. I’m over the destruction from the unknown need to panic; my goal is not for this to become a habit! I’ve come along way, though, I’m […]
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Old Love*
Renewal is Expiring* I won’t let him go, yet he refuses to confess his love for me – this is getting old. Loving this man significantly that I am worried I’ve been doing this all wrong; At least I’ve upgraded to, “I miss you’s”, after a year, yep, you can put that in a song. […]
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Journal Entry # 35
I’m on a psychedelic high; rupturing any ideas that will cause me my demise. Ruining any moment associated with doubt; expressing it louder than a shout – I hope you understand what I am talking about. I feel I express entirely too much; I want to come out of that habit, because they’re other ways […]
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Journal Entry # 34
Come Hereeee! Watching a man’s best friend obey his master; wondering how the instruction given is so clear to him As I observe, all I think to myself is: “why is my leg shaking faster?” Being the genuine person I am, the vibe was very clear! In brief conversation, I got exactly what I need […]
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Journal Entry # 32 and 33
Rinse and Repeat* Numb-Err 32* Discovering who I am has displayed many leveled difficulties. Dwelling in places I shouldn’t have been, but it’s my fault, you see. Taking a stand for what is right, and not a great good. If people would just mind their own, they would understand why I took a chance and […]
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Journal Entry # 31
Mistake to a Lesson* Eating an unforgettable fruit Yearning to understand Eve’s point of view I’ve dived into something that was once a promise I’m enduring many emotions, yet I’m at my calmest Realizing that I do these things to test the strength I heed I’m taking control of this vice without intentions of deceit […]
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Journal Entry # 30*
Continued Journey* Understanding her worth is priority; She yearns for God to rule in her life with authority. In her downfalls and her success, I mean accomplishments, she always holds everyone up, knowing it is she who is truly down, but she is patient. She tries to focus on that one solid goal until things […]
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Journal Entry # 29*
I am filled with words even when I feel like my mind went blank – I immediately observe. Then think. My technique has a couple holes; still, God knows my heart and soul. Inspired by the little things [it’s where the signs are] and I’m taking it in. Clutching the pure joy it brings; as […]
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Journal Entry # 27 and 28*
Twenty-Seven* One hour ago things were very grey; right now I’m more than amazed. Repetitive things don’t always adjust to the way I think; life is familiar – just like writing in the same ink, doesn’t mean I’m going to writing the same thing. I’m looking for grace and mercy to flood my soul and […]
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Journal Entry # 26*
What is my deal? I’m providing all good energy, yet, to others, the price of it is a steal! Am I too nice, too lenient? Do you think it’s fair, even though I’m obedient? Give me a moment – I’m talking to myself; you know what they say, “that’s not good for your health.” Well, […]