Tag: journal

The Gap in the Bridge*

exploring new paths with out a map; I’m experiencing a moment of relapse. telling myself that this is normal; knowing damn well my behavior hasn’t been that formal. my glands has released too much oxytocin; wanting nothing more than for time to go frozen. what more can a person want, other than to be chosen?…

Journal Entry # 20

2 Timothy 3:16-17 I am authoring today, there are things I have in my heart, I want to say; I want to validly deliver these terms, in a certain way… So down below will express what I truly mean, in the way that I pray… “All Scripture is inspired by God, and is useful to…

Journal Entry # 18 and 19

18* listening to a tune played by a special bird, it has a specific sound; I’m not sure if I’m the only who heard too, I just know I want hear it everyday now. I’m seeing the small things others may overlook; life will really throw things at you, that you won’t find in any…

Journal Entry [interlude]

Gnarl* moving on in my philosophy, can help to be more parallel; being aligned, whilst asking for support, always end with, “I wish you well.” trying to enter a room without smite – doing my best to show hospitality, even when I may think it’s not right. I have an insisting heart toward my aspirations;…

Journal Entry # 9

as positive as I want to appear, sadness do sometimes reflect in the mirror… Ki sitting in hiding, wanting to be rescued and recovered; my heart has been hardened, because with revealing myself, who I am, still hasn’t been discovered. it’s almost like I know of something unknown; I’m not neglecting the time that was…

Journal Entry #7*

learning to separate the spirit from the emotion… within myself is where peace truly live; especially, when you learn to forgive. I am more pleased by my new behavior, it use to feel like failure … I yearn to genuinely be humble; so, I stray from judgement – wouldn’t want my blessings to crumble… it’s…

un-Synchronized*

being struck in the brain with sudden decisions, gives me chills – to know I went through stuff I rather not spill; boy! I am truly gifted – anointed and chosen, I’m handling these blessings with precision, cherishing every moment; often I’m afraid of losing my touch, knowing I embody the feeling; being myself never…

Rendezvous *

Churning the yolk of this relationship;  Mentally spiraling about the whole bit  Never felt so deeply about something –  Grabbing ahold of a serious reality,  That could be possible; patience is a vitality  I don’t want this to be an “oh nothing”  Im indulging too much I guess  Getting to close; making me depressed  Just…

ventilation*

Having more than sight is a totality living in this world, in this I don’t intend to rhyme because it isn’t something to play with; it’s just in me to say I  really don’t want to take the time out to think about what goes with what word – you know. I know for myself,…

encouragement 2*

blessings of greater cause, know that life never stops, it never pause; take advantage of each opportunity, be a leader that find joy among the team – take the time to enjoy unity….