Interception*

Using my pain to ignite creativity; I’m constantly looking to have longevity. Pressure that is fixed upon me gets me down; thereof, I use depression as a throne to sit, because I wear the crown! Being exceptional in perceptions, because I am love regardless; I have the power to conceive! I know love and pain…

Old Love*

Renewal is Expiring* I won’t let him go, yet he refuses to confess his love for me – this is getting old. Loving this man significantly that I am worried I’ve been doing this all wrong; At least I’ve upgraded to, “I miss you’s”, after a year, yep, you can put that in a song.…

Journal Entry # 35

I’m on a psychedelic high; rupturing any ideas that will cause me my demise. Ruining any moment associated with doubt; expressing it louder than a shout – I hope you understand what I am talking about. I feel I express entirely too much; I want to come out of that habit, because they’re other ways…

Journal Entry # 34

Come Hereeee! Watching a man’s best friend obey his master; wondering how the instruction given is so clear to him As I observe, all I think to myself is: “why is my leg shaking faster?” Being the genuine person I am, the vibe was very clear! In brief conversation, I got exactly what I need…

Journal Entry # 32 and 33

Rinse and Repeat* Numb-Err 32* Discovering who I am has displayed many leveled difficulties. Dwelling in places I shouldn’t have been, but it’s my fault, you see. Taking a stand for what is right, and not a great good. If people would just mind their own, they would understand why I took a chance and…

Journal Entry # 31

Mistake to a Lesson* Eating an unforgettable fruit Yearning to understand Eve’s point of view I’ve dived into something that was once a promise I’m enduring many emotions, yet I’m at my calmest Realizing that I do these things to test the strength I heed I’m taking control of this vice without intentions of deceit…

Journal Entry # 30*

Continued Journey* Understanding her worth is priority; She yearns for God to rule in her life with authority. In her downfalls and her success, I mean accomplishments, she always holds everyone up, knowing it is she who is truly down, but she is patient. She tries to focus on that one solid goal until things…

Journal Entry # 29*

I am filled with words even when I feel like my mind went blank – I immediately observe. Then think. My technique has a couple holes; still, God knows my heart and soul. Inspired by the little things [it’s where the signs are] and I’m taking it in. Clutching the pure joy it brings; as…

Journal Entry # 27 and 28*

Twenty-Seven* One hour ago things were very grey; right now I’m more than amazed. Repetitive things don’t always adjust to the way I think; life is familiar – just like writing in the same ink, doesn’t mean I’m going to writing the same thing. I’m looking for grace and mercy to flood my soul and…

Journal Entry # 26*

What is my deal? I’m providing all good energy, yet, to others, the price of it is a steal! Am I too nice, too lenient? Do you think it’s fair, even though I’m obedient? Give me a moment – I’m talking to myself; you know what they say, “that’s not good for your health.” Well,…