New Chapter *

I started off quite disassembled;
my priorities are sincere.
It’s solely channelled to my temple;
my heart is where I absolutely feel.

And sometimes it hurts; causing me 
to be attentively crippled.
The trauma was one of a kind; you can’t
exactly forget abuse.
However, I still push to live otherwise;
my blessings are safe and bristled.

I decided to strength the foundation of
my purpose;
walking in love, spreading joy throughout 
my journey within the surface.

Talking it Out until it Makes Sense*

this is not a odd mistake.
time is man made. I’m firmly convinced; 
paranoia is beyond crossing the line or a fence.
i question why certain events are exhausted on me;
I shouldn’t have to walk through life cautiously.
abuse of power is beyond pious!
the enemy bears many faces; I’m throwing my faith at him,
throughout any crisis.
know it’s eternally a prayer, when i feel i may stumble;
proudly shouting to my savior no longer afraid to speak 
above a mumble!

Excerpt #50

Beyond Grateful

*repeat [1]*

Positivity is best assurance; it facilitates serenity.
Maintain an honest identity.
Build an armor of affection too intimate to retire.
Prioritize the time, with the heart. Not when its required.
Value any instance where there’s a chance to be courageous.
Balance the ability to be humble and tenacious.

Finding the Fine Line*

Understand my understanding*

There’s no need to rush eagerly;
the result will inevitably
be the same.
Blurting out – what genuinely seems to me, 
sentimental nonsense, until the moral relevance of it
all naturally begin making sense.

The journey is a unique beast to be tamed.
If I’m unallowed to walk out, I won’t hesitate to strike the fence.
My expressed confidence is immense; i’m powerfully moving with divine grace to my ultimate defense.

Journal Entry # 55

Enjoying the lull;
Hoping this tranquility doesn’t end.
Espousing what I do with my time;
Fortifying my spirit without narrow lines.
Wrapped up with confidence; 
Earnestly desiring an incredible abundance.
I’m letting down my defense.
I appreciate this!
Impressing on the indescribable;
Peace is my new fortress.
Where everything is completely possible!

Journal Entry # 54

Holding back doesn’t relate to me
within my heart and mind, there’s
moral certainty 
Idle fear is no longer apart of 
who I am;
Expanding my capacity with philosophies 
that’ll last.
I’m happily moving with devout faith;
Preparing for the pivotal moment to recreate
my namesake…

Journal Entry # 53

Ample time is devoted to the one who desires it;
More healing and less suffering to forget.
Congested conversation isn’t deflection to me; 
I recognize deliberate deception instantly.
Being genuine shouldn’t stand as a wish that can come true;
It should be reaped then concluded in moves made unconditionally.
Clearly its only my point of view…
I’m politely removing negative insinuations and its distinct feeling;
With it’s raw energy I’ll build an armor that breaks anguished ceilings.

The Thought of Feelings*

The truth is a frequency that can be felt!


My heart is genuinely pure.
And I’m grateful for the cards I was dealt.
Uniquely positioned as a confidant assures that 
I’m secure, no matter how I may’ve felt.
The mindset I possess maintains no boundaries, in which could never digress.
A cause generates an effect that absorbs so much stress.
To be thorough, though…It’s a gift, nonetheless.
Weathering the storm with me is gracious; although, 
I may’ve felt affirmed, the direct aftermath is when I bear it should be tenacious.

Clever Love *

You’re a man of noble stature!
Bringing me into a world I thought would never factor.
You’re keen and debonaire; the undeniable fact that you even considered me, seems like an answered prayer.
I feel as if a better woman is out there, but the way you shelter me depletes the thought they could compare.
I couldn’t imagine being under anyone else’s care!
You are immaculate conversations subjects me toward position of submission;
Your aura naturally gives me profound faith that I’m on the right mission.